My Pain (musings)

"This is my life.  I do not have any control over the pain and brutality of living the life of a dispossessed person.  I cannot control when that pain and brutality is going to enter into my life.  I have settled with having to deal with racism, pure and simple.  But, I was not ready to have my pain appropriated.  I am pretty possessive about my pain.  It is my pain.  I worked hard for it.  Some days it is all I have.  Some days it is the only thing I can feel.  Do not try to take that away from me too." --Patricia Monture, First Nations--Canada

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I feel I understand this in a way and feel with her. I feel a different kind of racism, sometimes it can get ugly, and political and have mean religious overtones. I am a two spirit man, gay and I have a very similar kind of pain at times. It comes when I hear certain things spoken in public or on TV saying I am a monster, have a agenda or want to ruin people's families just because I try to pursue my own version of happiness. I feel compassion for my sister here. I have read the stories and the history and the trail of tears unfortunately continues for many. I pray fro the day that the only tears will be from happiness, no longer fear or hurt.